And I'm Terrified for the first time

Day 28- A picture of something you're afraid of

I'm afraid of fear itself. I feel I am invincible until I feel fear of something. That fear keeps me from progressing, keeps me from growing, and experiencing things and what life has to offer. I used to say I was only afraid of sharks, but as I get older I'm realizing there is so much I fear It's shocking. So many things that could go wrong, and stop you from growing in a way. I have felt the peacefulness and relief of overcoming a fear before and it is a great feeling. Sometimes in order for me to do that I had to tell myself I wasn't afraid and believe it in order to get where I wanted to be. I hope I can be strong and not fear too much more. Everyone wants to fee. invincible right?

 (terrified by Kara Dioguardi)


My fav version of the song

Don't trying asking Cause I never know what to say

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

My sister Breanne and I on halloween many many years ago. This photo has made its way out of a dusty old photo album to my bedroom, to my bulletin board, to myspace, to facebook,and now to blogspot. Breanne and I have had so many good times together i can't even name them all. As my big sister she has done her job by always teaching me the things that are most important and I appreciate her more than I share. I feel so blessed to have her as my big sister. I love you breanne:)
(saturday by the rocket summer)

What rushes into my heart and my skull I can't control

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

My church. I'm a proud member of the church of jesus christ of latter day saints. I know i wouldnt be who i am today if i didnt have it it in my life. its formed my lifestyle and molded me into the person i am today and it helps me become more christ like when i allow it. I love this church with everything in me. i feel it in my bones, its the real thing. this is a photo of the salt lake temple in utah. its one of the most beautiful buildings you will ever see. beautiful inside and out. a house of God. want to know more click the links below. lds.org , mormon.org

( Feel it in my bones by tegan and sara)

I move in water, shore to shore

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Well now that I live in Oahu, Hawaii..I feel like its only natural to post a nature shot. So this is me, on a rare occasion being cliche, and posting a beach shot. I go to the beach almost everyday. most days. 9 out of 10. i love the beach. its perfect for almost every mood im ever in. (Flume by bon iver)

And I felt Love again

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

I wish i could change PEOPLE. Particularly...how selfish people are. I wish every person was more generous, caring, giving, helpful, selfless. I know the world would be so much better. When people are kind and giving service, they are not only making others happy but themselves as well. I don't see why we can't all think outside of ourselves and be a better person.

 (I can feel a hot one by Manchester orchestra)

You could loose your faith in freedom and feel trapped in your own skin

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book. Way of a peaceful warrior.. Its opened my eyes so much. I love books that inspire me and keep me thriving to be more. I love changing and improving myself. This book really made me think and re evaluate my life and some decisions I've made. You just get a whole new perspective on things and life and what you can accomplish and how strong one individual can be physically, mentally, and spiritually. READ IT! it will change your life in some way or another.

 (faith by taking back sunday)

Sometimes I lay under the moon and thank God I'm breathing, then I pray don't take me soon cause I'm here for a reason

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at Something I wish I was better at is probably being creative. when I get thinking I feel like I have a full room of ideas but I can't find the door. I want to get to my full extent of creativeness. The photo is of my (old)bedroom wall. I had the best time painting it. just painted it all black then splattered on gray white and turquoise. I want to do something like that again. (one day by matisyahu)

You're not outside, you're not inside, you're not anymore

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

The deaths of two of my grandmas. Those were sad days for my dad. I hated seeing him so sad, and of course i was sad. The photo reminds me of my grandma reed. The last time I hung out with her when she was well, we were munching on these almond chocolates from sees. Hmmm...:( (bloods on fire by pinback)

Someway, baby, it’s part of me, apart from me

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

I've always been a fan of the Lord of the Rings Trilogy. While watching the movies I not only fell in love with the characters and the story line but the beautiful scenery that left me jaw dropping. I couldn't how amazingly gorgeous our earth could be. So many scenes in the movies just gave me a strong motivation to get on the next plane there. I would jump through the tv screen if i could. New Zealand has become one of the top places I would LOVE to travel. (Holocene by Bon Iver)